All Entries

The complete archive of every journal entry.

Coronavirus disease 2019

Coronavirus disease 2019 COVID-19 is a contagious disease caused by the coronavirus SARS-CoV-2. In January 2020, the disease spread worldwide, resulting in the COVID-19 pandemic. The symptoms of COVID‑19 can vary but often include fever,[7] fatigue, cough, breathing difficulties, loss of smell, and loss of taste.[8][9][10] Symptoms may begin one...

keep reading →

The First Real Client

Yesterday, at work, things moved. Really moved. The Telegram mini app I’ve been developing for weeks — the one that had its specs changed three times, the one I rebuilt from scratch when the boss’s brother decided to redo everything — has become something else. It’s not a mini app...

keep reading →

Even on a Padel Court

Two days ago, I played padel for the first time. A new complex that just opened near my place. Four glass walls, rackets that look like nothing I’ve ever held, and a doubles match that went to three sets. I don’t know what came over me — maybe the need...

keep reading →

Paying to Owe

Today, I paid $1,400 to my lawyer. That’s the irony of debt: you have to spend money you don’t have to solve a money problem. If I don’t pay him, he doesn’t move forward. And if he doesn’t move forward, the $170,000 tax bill keeps hanging over me. So you...

keep reading →

Even on Sundays

Normal people rest on Sundays. I code. This morning, I worked on the coach’s app — always improvements, always details to polish. But that’s not what kept me busy the most. Today, I finished a personal project I’ve been working on for a while: a white-label prop trading platform. For...

keep reading →

What We Don’t Say at Dinner

My lawyer was supposed to meet with the tax authorities on Thursday. He didn’t. “Soon,” he told me. When you owe $170,000 to the government, “soon” is a word that eats you alive. At work, I spent the week improving a Telegram mini app my boss asked me to build....

keep reading →

Three Lives in One Day

This morning, I started my day with a classic blunder. The mic wasn’t on when I launched the live stream for the person I film for his YouTube coaching channel. We had a good laugh. He loves to tease me, and I just smile and take it. That’s how it...

keep reading →

September 19 — The Day Everything Stopped

Some dates burn themselves into your memory. For me, it’s September 19, 2019. That evening, one of my employees — she was working the night shift, until one in the morning — sent me a message: “My account is locked.” I told her to use another one. “That one too.”...

keep reading →

The Day I Decided to Tell Everything

Some messages change a life. Mine came through WhatsApp, on an ordinary Tuesday, sent by a former accountant I hadn’t spoken to in months. Two letters from the tax authorities. One number: $170,000. I read it three times. Then I typed the only thing that came to mind: “That’s impossible.”...

keep reading →